
Hi everyone!
There is already a good time we did talking. :) Good numbers of events have punctuated my life these past few weeks (hopefully nothing bad or dramatic as in past years ...). I am still more discreet. I am currently rebuilding mode `` ``. I am not destroyed anything like that but obviously some events of the past still haunts me and poisoned my life more than I ever thought. I do not know me anymore then I work to find that girl I was.
these days I realized that what I was rotting and there was not what had me converted too full of emotions following stressful events experienced in recent years but rather a particular event: my relationship 5 years with a man who treated me in a way that I will never accept Besides being treated. Some words causes deeper wounds that some physical abuse, believe me! While I will not exorcise these words of my head I can not hope to be good with another man. I must by all means to regain my confidence and my independent nature. I do not know myself and what matters most to me right now is to find me.
I trust life! I know that within a few weeks or maybe a few months I'll be back this strong woman I am. My faith and determination will overcome these destructive words that have destroyed my confidence. I do not know how to forgive someone who I humiliated and insulted ... yet he must. " I am a good person and I deserve to enjoy happiness. I certainly gave a distorted impression of my person to some people but I am confident that one day they will see me as I really am. I would also like to apologize to these people I have caused harm or offend ... believe me, this in spite of myself if I did.
I am a lover of life and happiness and look forward to life again and smiled at me that happiness comes knocking at my door! :)
you soon! A girl
optimistic:)